I know it has been a little while since I last posted but Kenny convinced me to post something up on my Xanga. Things are going great with work and I can say refreshing with my new line of life. However, I need to bring up a topic that is on my mind at the moment. I've been working so hard just trying to build a solid strong business and of course trying to make the big bucks. At first, my whole motive was to make big bucks and live a MTV “bling life” but things had shifted through out the process of working. I noticed that I had been striving for something that is nearly impossible to live. I don’t have a record deal nor do I have the basketball skills to go pro so who am I fooling. But the MTV generation that I am in just caused the generations of Americans to want to live the “bling” life. I enjoy watching Cribs, as I enjoy hanging out with friends. There has always been an interest in "lifestyles of the rich and famous" and there always will be. The difference is that living that "lifestyle" has become more "attainable" through plastic credit cards.  Back long ago people would have to save money for years to get what they wished, and get it. However, the people in the Y generation like me are just building debt upon debt to live the trendy life style. I so happened came across this advertisement on the radio where you can lease or finance wheels for your car. How pathetic is that, if you can’t afford it then just don’t buy it. I’m not trying to be a jerk or anything but these are the people who are complaining about rich people. They can actually afford to pay cash for their goods, and not finance over a long period of time. Debt is what happens when people try to live a life they cannot afford today. Everybody wants to live like a millionaire, but does anybody really want to do the work, or wait the time it takes to really be able to afford these things? Why wait until tomorrow, when you can finance today? These are the niggas that are fucking up their opportunity to make it big one day. I guess the way I was raised, is that you buy all of the nice luxury things after you have taken care of the "important things" for example, savings, insurance, investments, and risk management,  I know that isn't popular, doesn't make for great television, but it makes for a responsible member of society. Don't get me wrong, I like all that cool stuff; I just don't think it is prudent to go into high levels of debt to put on a show or live a lifestyle beyond your means. I am by no means perfect; I am guilty to splurge on stupid shit sometimes but I am learning to stop.

1) What is your name?: Peter Hong
2) Are you named after anyone?: Nope
3) What's your screename?: Sayhitopeterhong
4) Would you name a child of yours after you?: nah...1 is enough
5) If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? Katie
6) If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: none...Peter Hong
7) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: nope
8) Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nope

Basics
9) Your gender: MALE
10) Straight/Gay/Bi: st8
11) Single?: of course
12) If not, do you want to be?
13) Birthdate: june 7
14) Your age: im legal to drink
15) Age you act: 16
16) Age you wish you were: i like my age
17) Your height: 5'8
18) Eye color: brown
19) Happy with it?: yeah
20) Hair color: black
21) Happy with it?: yeah
22) Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
23) Your living arrangement: like ne asian living room
24) Your family: mom, dad, and sis RIP brother
25) Have any pets?:  a dog
26) Whats your job?: manager
27) Piercings?: yeah  
28) Tattoos?: no
29) Obsessions?: nothing really
30) Addictions?: n/a
31) Do you speak another language?: viefukie (mix both languages)
32) Have a favorite quote?:  live life to the fullest
33) Do you have a webpage?: xanga

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
34) Do you live in the moment?: yes i do
35) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes
36) Do you have any secrets?: dont you because i do
37) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
38) Do you like your handwriting?: not really, looks like a little girl writing
39) Do you have any bad habits?:  yes i do
40) What is the compliment you get from most people?: don't want to be conceited :)
41) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Peter Hong's life
42) What's your biggest fear? missing people
43) Can you sing?: no
44) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
45) Are you a loner?: no, but it is great to be alone sometimes
46) What are your #1 priorities in life?: School and Career
47) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Yes and no because i'm annoying
48) Are you a daredevil? sometimes
49) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:  too many to lists
50) Are you passive or agressive?: agressive and passive
51) Do you have a journal?: xanga
52) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: too lazy to lists
53) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my life decisions
54) Do you think you are emotionally strong?:  sometimes
55) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes.. a lot of regrets but hey it made me the person i am today.
56) Do you think life has been good so far?: i do appreciate my life but i want more in life than just this.
57) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont trust people because some are backstabbers.
58) What do you like the most about your body?:  honestly, i act conceited but i dunno what i like about myself.
59) And least?: too many to lists
60) Do you think you are good looking?:  at times when i feel good.
61) Are you confident?: Yes, at times.
62) What is the fictional character you are most like?
63) Are you perceived wrongly?: most times

Do You...
64) Smoke?: n/a
65) Do drugs?: n/a
66) Read the newspaper?: sometimes
67) Pray? once in a long while
68) Go to church?: nope
69) Talk to strangers who IM you? sometimes
70) Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
71) Take walks in the rain?: nope
72) Talk to people even though you hate them?: nope
73) Drive?: yes
74) Like to drive fast?yes

Would or Have You Ever?
75) Liked your voice?: nope, not one bit
76) Hurt yourself?: plenty of times
77) Been out of the country?: yes
78) Eaten something that made other people sick?: nope
79) Been in love?: the more i think about it, nope or im just disappointed
80) Done drugs?: yes
81) Gone skinny dipping?: yes
82) Had a medical emergency?:yes
83) Had surgery?:nope
84) Ran away from home?: when i was young
85) Played strip poker?: nope
86) Gotten beaten up?: long ago
87) Beaten someone up?: long ago
88) Been picked on?:  when i let it happens
89) Been on stage?: yes
90) Slept outdoors?: camping
91) Thought about suicide? i'm not crazy
92) Pulled an all nighter?: finals
93) If yes, what is your record?: 1
94) Gone one day without food?: yes
95) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
96) Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
97) Slept all day?:yes
98) Killed someone?: nope
99) Made out with a stranger?: not to my knowledge
100) Had sex with a stranger?: nope, i dont fuck and brag jp
101) Thought you're going crazy?: yes
102) Kissed the same sex?: nope
103) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
104) Been betrayed?:  plenty of times
105) Had a dream that came true?: nope
106) Broken the law?: sometimes
107) Met a famous person?: yes
108) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
109) On purpose?:
110) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:  nope
111) Stolen anything?: yes
112) Been on radio/tv?: tv
113) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
114) Had a nervous breakdown?: a few times
115) Bungee jumped?: nope
116) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes

Beliefs
117) Belive in life on other planets?: yes
118) Miracles?: yes
119) Astrology?: yes
120) Magic?: no
121) God?: yes
122) Satan?: yes
123) Santa?: st nicholas
124) Ghosts?: yes
125) Luck?: yes
126) Love at first sight?: yes
127) Yin and yang? yes
128) Witches?: no
129) Easter bunny?: no
130) Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
131) Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no
132) Do you wish on stars?: yes

Last...
133) Girlfriend?none
134) Dated? none
135) Person on the phone? huy
136) Person called? huy
137) Crush? not at the moment
138) Mistake? n/a
139) Eaten? phonix inn
140) drink? asaki beer

Two months of sunny California summer break had gone by and everything I had promised myself have gone to waste.  I asked myself why, am I being lazy or it’s just a dead end vision that I have. I have plenty of desires but none had been accomplished due to my indolent. However, being more relaxed and habitually laziness have brought the fun out of me.  The past few weeks have gone great, with so many friends turning twenty one. It has been none stop drinking for us.  At the same time, it is building the extra evil calories storing right at the root of your stomach which is leading to a chain of beer bellies in the group.  With so much amusement and emotion being crunked out, it brings out the best of us by not being so reserved.  Although with all this fun, I feel that I have not accomplish anything at all. Therefore, it makes me wonder, what I am going to do or am I being to harsh on myself. Well this post was out of the blue, but HEY, who knows, I might come back from Avril’s concert in Vegas this week and post another one. enjoy

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